Sore Eyelids - Last Time

Watching you walk out that door.

knowing that it's the last time you go.

and you want to get out,

but I need you right here.

wait just a second,

please hold my hand for the last time.

13.03.11-28.01.12

I Breathe The Sun - Hey Angel You're Staying With Me

My fire inside is dying, and I'm dying with it. When he acts like this, my self-esteem is falling lower than hell, and I don't want to do anything, but lying somewhere and staring at something for a long period of time. He's so stupid, so cruel to me, especially because he started to do it just after I gifted him a ticket to Veil Of Maya.
I'm fat, ugly and sad. (c)
They really want to kill me or make me to sell everything I have - today Emmure announced their show at Plan B in June. I've alrealy missed them one or two times, I don't want to do it again.

At the end, if someone reads this, I want to show you my favorite hell. Enjoy.

Naily - Absolute

At least tomorrow is one of my favorite kinds of days when you don't know what will happen, will you remember anything and where will you wake up. But you know that it will be a lot of fun, music, dancing, you'll meet a lot of your friends from our GKNR crew and crazy things will happen.
I'm a little bit ill, but nothing will stop me to party hard tomorrow. Because I love these guys so much, I love their music and I would follow them anywhere (to St. Petersburg in May, for example :)). I'm sure tomorrow will be one of the greatest days of February, like every Grizzly Knows No Remorse's show is used to be.

The Cure - Disintegration

The Cure in Moscow at 10th of June! I'm so happy, I can't describe it! And it seems to me, it's time to make an old dream come true - to marry someone while Robert Smith is singing Just Like Heaven, loooool.
It became my life-meaning, really. Oh, I can't believe, I will see them live!

Also Motley Crue are comming at 5th of June, it's also time to finish my and 2 of my friends promise to visit Iron Maiden and Motley Crue together, Iron Maiden is done last year.

The end of May and the beginning of June will be such interesting. Touring with Every Time I Die and Grizzly Knows No Remorse, then Motley Crue and 5 days later - The Cure.

Dreaming about these days makes me begin to love my life and feel happiness because of my biggest love of my life - music. 

Every Time I Die - Champing At The Bit

Damn, I need some work! I want a lot of new tattoos, I want to go on Kubana in august (it needs a lot of money, 20000 as minimum and it's only for spending 4 days there), I want to go with Every Time I Die and my lovely guys Grizzly Knows No Remorse in St. Petersburg in may, I want to stop drinking so much (because of work I will have less free time). It's such a shame to ask my mom to give me some money. Also she will ask me how I will spend it and can take money away, if there will be my money, she won't do it.

He is back and now he is telling me about their trip and how he almost fetched up during playing the song. <3

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He is leaving today and for tomorrow there will be no point in living in this city. Though we don't see each other for many weeks. Though he will return the day after tomorrow. I'm always so worried about him. Though he doesn't remember me until Andrew starts joking like "It's St. Valentine's Day today, sent her a message!" or "It's the best day to ask her to marry you, where are your rings?". And it's useless to ask him to stop it. By the way, his wife will have a birthday tomorrow, what the hell he agreed to go to a such stupid gig, where everyone gets drunk or high, the organization is awful because of Alex, who doesn't care about anything, and the name and reputation of this place talks for itself.
Tomorrow will be day when I will get drunk with my lovely boys from backside surfer, party hard and so on. I hope that not a single soul will ask me about my prince from southern kingdoms. 

Entry.

Hello, everyone.
Here will be stories about my crazy adventures, which happens so often to me, my thoughts, which are not so positive as I am, some photos from parties, gigs or lonely wasting of time, music, which can make your ears bleed (but I love it so much!) and videos, which may be shocking (but I love it too :D).
Hope you'll enjoy it and would not hate me for my lifestyle and views. :3

Why there's no special tip for now playing music? >:[ I'm not listening to anything now, but anyway.