вторник, 11 сентября 2012 г.

Veil Of Maya - Numerical Scheme

Talking about my summer adventures, the first thing that comes to mind is my trip to Belarus, to be more concrete, to it capital.
At first I wanted to go to Norway with the friend of mine, but this idea failed. So I was looking for some adventures, which could size my poor budget accomodation. And suddenly a girl, whom I saw only once at 9th May quarry party, asked if someone wanted to go to Minsk with her. I wa the only one who agreed, but nevertheless we had a great time.
We made a reervation of a good flat and paid for it less money as we planned. But we don't need good conditions so much, because we came there just for sleeping.
First day we gave for walking in city and looking for some interesting things too see. We were at Kalvarija Cemetery, in the centre of Minsk and in the attraction park. At the evening we went to the show of the band from Poland called The Lowest, where we met a lot of new friends. 
Second day we were bathing in the Sea of Minsk with our new friend, walking and eating everywhere we can find some tasty food. 
The last day we gathered our company together and partied all day and all night long. It was so crazy and fun! And we were watching Dicovery Channel almost all night. :D
But after these wonderful days there was very tiring return journey. We had to go on the second high seats, with newborn baby a a neighbour. =\ All low seat were booked long time before.
But despite that it was one of the best adventures in my life.

суббота, 26 мая 2012 г.

Bad Mask – Alleycat Blues

Looks like I'm first to write homework here. But it is also a good way to tell you how's it going.

1. My greatest achievement.
Well, there are only two things I'm really proud of, and it is not my relationship with foreign musicians. :) The first thing is my participation in a student-change programm called FLEX, maybe someone heard about it. It is a annual competition of puipils of 9-11 form to get a chance to study 1 year in America. I was in 9th form then and firstly for me it was only a chance not to go to school, but I was really shocked when I was among 69 people out of 1000 who passed the first step of competition. I was on rehearsal that day, I was sitting behind my drums and thought 'Holy cow, I really can fly to America! I'm just a girl from a little town in the asshole of the world, I can fly to America!' Second step was really difficult - it contains 1,5 hours of listening, 40 minutes for grammar part and 1 hour to write 2 essays. I was absolutely sure that I failed; but then they called again and  invited me to the interview! They picked 39 people and I was among them! My mom started to panic, but before she was saying 'Yeah, yeah, it would be great for you to visit America!', lol. But I failed at 3rd tour, I knew it when there were many other problems, and I wasn't so upset. But there was a time I really wanted to win, it was my idea-fix. And I thought it was really funny when me and my boyfriend was sitting in the park, I was crying on his shoulder and saying 'Will you wait for me, say it, will you wait for me for one year?' Lol, it looked like I'm going to the Israeli army.
And the second thing I'm proud of - entering RSUH. My mood about it from the 9th form was 'I want to study here' then 'I'm too dumb for it :(' and it repeated till I stood near the university with my documents. And I was really proud to be a student of this university. I know that I'm not a good student but I love it. My laziness is just because of my character. And gigs. And alcohol. And reading wrong books. And one boy. And my friends who are crazy like me. Omg. xD

2. My opinion.
a) Scoold should pend more time teaching the skills people need to get a job.
Well, I agree, but I don't think puipils need it. They are kids, they want to explore the world and I don't think it's right to say children 'YOU NEED TO GET A JOB, YOU NEED TO GET A JOB, YOU NEED TO GET A JOB' since they started to study at school.
b) Education is basically a social expierence. The atmosphere is the most important thing.
Yes, that's true, but knowleges is not less important. If a person grew in right atmosphere and also is smart, it's great, isn't it?
c) There should be no private education. All children should attend state schools/universities.
Nooo! If a child has some problems with health or mind, he must study privately, because it can be very difficult for him to attend school.
d) The purpose of secondary education is to prepare you for life.
That's so damn true! I remember myself, I became totally different from a child I was before.
e) Examination results are the most important aspect of education.
Oh, no! I slept at luterature lessons, but I've got a 91 out of 100 for my exam. It's not equal, right?
f) Academic achievement depends mainly on your teacher.
Aaaaand it's wrong again! Your achievement is your achievement. Yes, good teacher is priceless, but at the end there will be only your thoughts and your work.
g) Teachers should be paid according to the exam results of their students.
Ahahah, there were rumors in our school that teachers will be paid like that, but if there was true, our russian language and literature teacher would get no money. :D No, it's wrong, because there can be a situation when teacher works with student like damned but there's no result because student is very lazy and silly.
h) Sport is the mot important subject at school.
For P.E. teacher it may be right, lol.

3. My favorite design.
I can't understand what it means. I can find something favorite in everything!

4. Interesting event, that happened to me.
Sooooo, I'd like to tell you about my last adventure - mini-tour following american southern-hardcore band Every Time I Die and my favorite alcoholics from Moscow - Grizzly Knows No Remorse.
Every GKNR show is like a kind of holiday - our crew comes together, I was very glad to see everyone! Cristy brought a birthday present for Vitya, and Vanya brought whisky... Well, we expected bigger crow at such king of show. But I didn't care - we danced with GKNR and were happy. Every Time I Die has the best first concert song ever - to begin with 'Underwater Bimbos From Outer Space' means that hell begins in  the first second. Imagine crazy croud that shout at the top of their lungs 'I WANT TO BE DEAD WITH MY FRIENDS!" Amazing! I wanted them to play my favorite 'Champing At The Bit' but they refued. :( I kissed the vocalist in his cheek! My list of kissed-in-cheek-vocalists is filled with one more guy! (before there were singer of Norma Jean, The Chariot, Caliban and maybe someone else, I can't remember now). After a show we took autographs and some pictures with ETID members. They are so funny:
Me: We are going to see you in St. Petersburg tomorrow!
Vocalist: Are you sure? Do you really want to see us tomorrow?
He warned me, oh, he warned me...
Grisha: We will be in St. Petersburg tomorrow!
Bassist: Oh, we too!
:D
After that we stopped to drink some beer with GKNR to share our feelings. And I'm still ashamed how they caught up their train - thiers was earlier that ours, but we left them earlier. O_o
In the train there was KOLYAN, ahahah, I dunno where Radmir got hem, but he looked at me like a pick-up master, I was in danger, lol. He told us about his work on a plant, why does this kind of people think that we are interested in their work? :D Andrew told me after that GKNR had the same creatures with them, we decided that they are coming in St. Peter to become gentlemen, because our and their ways home were quiet and peaceful.
After our arriving I called gyus to invite them to my favorite pub, but they were already drunk, shouting 'ZHENYA EATS SHIT!' and other uncensored things. To be honest, after such kind of calls I really understood how I love them all.
But we didn't get my favorite either - Radmir ate at some strange eatery, I had a breakfast (which was also a dinner and a supper) at Burger King, Grisha ate at Coffee House. So we headed to the craziest street of this city - Dumskaya street, where we met some friends of mine, drank some beer and headed to the club. There I saw my best friends Marina and GKNR who were yet drunk. We crowded together, drinking, laughing and talking really loud. Zhenya listed me as a guest for this event, so I passed in the club just with a question 'Who is he in a band?'. Omg, I know about them more than someone could know! We spend so many time together! Oh, and there was a dialog between me and Zhenya:
-They asked me who are you in a band.
-Did you say I'm a vocalist?
-No, I said you're the drummer.
The fun is in fact, he plays guitar in GKNR. :D
 I bought ETID t-shirt while I was in GKNR merch and the seller from ETID crew gave me hightfive for it. :) But there was a time for GKNR to go to the stage! It was really pity that there were less dancing people than in Moscow, but it was ok anyway. I liked bar in the club, low prices and friendly barmen. :) And there were Every Time I Die again! And we died another time! :D I think, at least 10 of my 16 bruises are from St. Peter. The crowd became crazy again. I appeared with my table asking to play 'Champing At The Bit' again, but then the vocalist OMG HE ATE IT. For knowing people it was really shock. After show there was taking puctures again and I got a written promise that they'll play CATB next time! Then we said goodbye to everyone and headed on the train home. I will be really miss ETID. :( On the railway station we met Andrew, the singer of GKNR, Ramirez - their manager and Sasha, he's thei session drummer. We drank and they left for train that was earlier than ours again. The rest of the group stayed in St. Peter for one more day. It was really painful to come back from alcomusical madness to the cruel reality. :(

5. Questions I would ask a person from a past.
Well, I was thinking a lot about whom it would be, and to my great surprise I'd like to meet Curt Cobain and  spend with him a day showing him our music, our musicians and our events. Dunno, maybe he'd shooted himself again.

понедельник, 14 мая 2012 г.

Angels And Airwaves - Everything's Magic

My life is a mess now. It's sad.
After I finally said it, I saw that you've changed. For the worse, unfortunatelly.
But your apologies in the morning gave me hope that you're the same as I knew you a year ago.
As La Dispute sang - If I can't love you as a lover I will love you as a friend. Let's stop quarrel.

Yesterday I saw my best friend, I can't believe that 5 years passed after short Internet chat. I love him so. <3

And the main adventure of the month just in a week. Mini-tour with Every Time I Die and Grizzly Knows No Remorse. <3 My prince from southern kingdoms listed me as a guest at the event in St. Petersburg, but I think that he did it because he still feels himself guilty.
You know, I've listened a whole ETID discography recently and I was really amazed, because it's the first band I love because of lyrics. I'm listening to a song of theirs, reading lyrics and if I find some great line, I'm starting to love the whole song. They are really great and suits my situation very well. I hope I will be able to give my admire to them personally.
If you're interested, you can read it here - http://www.darklyrics.com/e/everytimeidie.html.
Cheers to everyone, I hope tomorrow I'll fing myself hanging up under the ceiling.

среда, 2 мая 2012 г.

The Sound Of Animals Fighting - Heretic

Everything changes for better - this is the main lesson I taught this spring.
A lot of bad in my life are fading away - wrong job, wrong lovers, wrong friends, wrong habits. Those people who really wish me only the best are with me now, they appeared for the first time or returned.
But there's still a prince from southern kingdoms whom I really want to stop appearing in my dreams and start to appear in reality, but it's still impossible like it was a year ago. The only thing that changed - a distance between us. Physically, not spiritually.
At the 9th of May we both invited on the legendary party of my gaymetalhead friends. :D They say, this party can make some magic. Well, let's see.
Tomorrow is a my friend Max's birthday at Milk club, it seems to me it will be hell as usual, but I can't get out of bed and visit the nearest trade center to buy him a present. -_-
And it's time to think about my mini-tour with Every Time I Die and Grizzly Knows No Remorse, but I really don't know what I would do.
Listen to your heart and mom. xoxo

понедельник, 12 марта 2012 г.

We're Badass Motherfuckers

Nothing but love is gone forever.
Just a one year ago I met people who became my second family. I will never forget how they're waiting for me, how we're laughing at the road and the time we spent together. After that we have become really good friends and real family, they know I love them and always realy to help, I know they really worry about me (except one of them, but I don't care).
Two days ago we talked on Skype and it was one of the largest online talks and online drinks. :D
I hope it will last until we die.
Grizzly Knows No Remorse and crew, I love you. <3 There's no day I wake up and it is not your song in my head.
Rock out, rock on and party all night long!

вторник, 28 февраля 2012 г.

Sore Eyelids - Last Time

Watching you walk out that door.
knowing that it's the last time you go.

and you want to get out,
but I need you right here.

wait just a second,
please hold my hand for the last time.

13.03.11-28.01.12

понедельник, 27 февраля 2012 г.

I Breathe The Sun - Hey Angel You're Staying With Me

My fire inside is dying, and I'm dying with it. When he acts like this, my self-esteem is falling lower than hell, and I don't want to do anything, but lying somewhere and staring at something for a long period of time. He's so stupid, so cruel to me, especially because he started to do it just after I gifted him a ticket to Veil Of Maya.
I'm fat, ugly and sad. (c)
They really want to kill me or make me to sell everything I have - today Emmure announced their show at Plan B in June. I've alrealy missed them one or two times, I don't want to do it again.
At the end, if someone reads this, I want to show you my favorite hell. Enjoy.

среда, 22 февраля 2012 г.

Naily - Absolute

At least tomorrow is one of my favorite kinds of days when you don't know what will happen, will you remember anything and where will you wake up. But you know that it will be a lot of fun, music, dancing, you'll meet a lot of your friends from our GKNR crew and crazy things will happen.
I'm a little bit ill, but nothing will stop me to party hard tomorrow. Because I love these guys so much, I love their music and I would follow them anywhere (to St. Petersburg in May, for example :)). I'm sure tomorrow will be one of the greatest days of February, like every Grizzly Knows No Remorse's show is used to be.

четверг, 16 февраля 2012 г.

The Cure - Disintegration

The Cure in Moscow at 10th of June! I'm so happy, I can't describe it! And it seems to me, it's time to make an old dream come true - to marry someone while Robert Smith is singing Just Like Heaven, loooool.
It became my life-meaning, really. Oh, I can't believe, I will see them live!

Also Motley Crue are comming at 5th of June, it's also time to finish my and 2 of my friends promise to visit Iron Maiden and Motley Crue together, Iron Maiden is done last year.

The end of May and the beginning of June will be such interesting. Touring with Every Time I Die and Grizzly Knows No Remorse, then Motley Crue and 5 days later - The Cure.

Dreaming about these days makes me begin to love my life and feel happiness because of my biggest love of my life - music. 

среда, 15 февраля 2012 г.

Every Time I Die - Champing At The Bit

Damn, I need some work! I want a lot of new tattoos, I want to go on Kubana in august (it needs a lot of money, 20000 as minimum and it's only for spending 4 days there), I want to go with Every Time I Die and my lovely guys Grizzly Knows No Remorse in St. Petersburg in may, I want to stop drinking so much (because of work I will have less free time). It's such a shame to ask my mom to give me some money. Also she will ask me how I will spend it and can take money away, if there will be my money, she won't do it.

He is back and now he is telling me about their trip and how he almost fetched up during playing the song. <3

понедельник, 13 февраля 2012 г.

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He is leaving today and for tomorrow there will be no point in living in this city. Though we don't see each other for many weeks. Though he will return the day after tomorrow. I'm always so worried about him. Though he doesn't remember me until Andrew starts joking like "It's St. Valentine's Day today, sent her a message!" or "It's the best day to ask her to marry you, where are your rings?". And it's useless to ask him to stop it. By the way, his wife will have a birthday tomorrow, what the hell he agreed to go to a such stupid gig, where everyone gets drunk or high, the organization is awful because of Alex, who doesn't care about anything, and the name and reputation of this place talks for itself.
Tomorrow will be day when I will get drunk with my lovely boys from backside surfer, party hard and so on. I hope that not a single soul will ask me about my prince from southern kingdoms. 

суббота, 11 февраля 2012 г.

Entry.

Hello, everyone.
Here will be stories about my crazy adventures, which happens so often to me, my thoughts, which are not so positive as I am, some photos from parties, gigs or lonely wasting of time, music, which can make your ears bleed (but I love it so much!) and videos, which may be shocking (but I love it too :D).
Hope you'll enjoy it and would not hate me for my lifestyle and views. :3

Why there's no special tip for now playing music? >:[ I'm not listening to anything now, but anyway.